Tuesday, January 30, 2018

Letter to the future, past, present

I don't believe in your I listen
When you take my words and toss them aside
To make room for yourself
Turning everything I speak insignificant next to your lines

I don't believe in your I care
Because it sounds lovely, really it does
But when you flaunt kindness and care you don't earn points
I have known heroes whom were silent and exhausted

I don't believe in your I love you's
When you wont be real about its realness
With one breath you swat away the feather light words
And take away a hope barely grown

I don't believe the way you look at me
It sends one message but your actions sends another
You thrive in pulling me close enough to push me away
And leave me at nothing in the end

I believe in hands that hold mine through the good and unknowingly the bad
I believe in hearts that listen and know that it matters
I believe in actions of unyielding support that scream I love you
And I believe in honesty to tell me I was wrong

I believe in solid truths and deserve them.

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